NEW YEAR'S COMING AND HAVE TO THANK YOU GUYS!

REFLECT

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZiYFINo1zc4

Before I let you Go

Record music with Vocaroo >>

TIME TO SAY GOODBYE :)

How deep would you fall to someone you love? until you reach the bottom? I'm drowning! but before it ends I just wand to say...
"THANK YOU FOR THE MEMORIES AND THE MOMENTS THAT YOU SHARED WITH ME"

Sa ngaun nka move on na q kahit papaano. Ito yung taong di q man lng nsabi ung totoo na gusto ko siya tlaga dahil alam q na hindi pwede. Lahat ng nalalaman ng mga tao sa paligid q ay pwang kasinungalingan. Eto lng ang totoo at msya aq na nalagpasan q toh. cguro nga? hehehehe.!!! kelangan n grumaduate at magbayad ng mga utang sa mga tumulong sakin at magpapaksaya aq dahil alam q, kung dati kaya q mabuhay sa sarili q lng! ngaun cla nman ang iintindihin q my family.  :))

TRUTH by BAMBOO

Can't Believe how you set me free
The way you purify this soul don't you know
Got you into my arms now I'm never letting go
This old dog is finally home...finally home...So!

Chorus:

Ohh, Tell me what you want
I'll pay the price
What's money I'll roll the dice
Lose it all take the fall
Let it ride
As long as i have you at my side
(repeat 2X)

Friend or foe you come to me
Wasn't sure how deep a hole i was getting into
Yet I choose to wake up every mornin with a smile of my face
Or see life for what it is one big fat race...GO!
(repeat chorus)

*Chorus:

I've played the fool
Thinking i can catch you off guard and score another night with you
But the tables have been turned
This boy's about to get burned
But before i go, i gotta know - i gotta know

Let's not forget
You kept me waiting
What can i do to get through to you
Tired of singin to myself
I need a lesson
I need a blessing
The Shoe fits all we need is a little glue
I hate what you do

Ohh, Tell me what you want
Ohh, Tell me what you want
Ohh, Tell me what you want
Ohh, Tell me what you want...fuck you...
(repeat chorus)

ohh... It's been so good since i last saw you... ohh... child...
ohh... It's been so good since i last saw you... ohh...

Hope this will end...

Hindi q alam kung panu q sasabihin.

"May mga bagay na sadyang di n kailangan sabihin pa, kung hindi na ito mababago kailangan lang marunong tayong tanggapin."

ACCEPT IT! Di lang sa akin umiikot ang mundo at hindi rin sayo at kahit kanino. Lilipas din yan hindi natin alam pero darating din ang time.

"huwag mo gawin ang mga bagay na hindi pwede at pagsisisihan mo."

Kelangan ko itong gawen

may mga bagay n dapat n nating kalimutan, minsan dpat n nating unhan bago pa tau ang unahang kalimutan.
kilala ntin ang bawat taong malalapit sa atin at minsan kahit alam mo nang ganun siya, d k p rin titigil dahil d mo kya. Alam mo nmn n kaya nya at wla lng sa knya ang lhat. Pero msya aq kahit nahihirapan aq gawen n kalimutan lhat ng taong malalapit saken bago p q nila unahan. Mamimiss ko tlga xa pero kelangan. Madame memories pero lhat nmn ng un pede balikan pero mas mgndang kalimutan. May mga taong di marunong magappreciate ng lhat ng pingsamahan at lhat ng mga ala-ala dahil lhat ng un ay nkaraan na. Nakakatawa nuh mejo magulo bsta ang alam ko lng may sari-sarili taung buhay at di aq part ng lhat ng buhay ng tao. Sabay lng sa agos. Kahit gaano k p klapit sa knya alam mo sa sarili mo na kakalimutan at kakalimutan k lng din. Magkakakilala kau pero d n gaya ng dati. Masaya aq sa lahat ng tao at kaibigan q n asensado n at sa mga iba na malapit n matupad ang pngarap nila. Ganun tlga may sarili n clang buhay at iikot lng un sa mga sarili nila. Makakalimutan q din lhat laht. Alam nmn nilang lahat n nagpapasalamat aq at nakilala q cla at s lhat ng nitulong nila saken. Meron din aq ibang kaibigan n di marunong magpasalamat. Knya knya yan basta aq nagpapasalamat at naappreciate q lhat ng bagay. :))

Saket ....

Alam mo ung feeling na may saket ka:
May lagnat
Sipon 
Ubo 
Naninikip ang dibdib hanggang likod

pero ang hinahanap mo ay ang mag-aalaga sau. Ang concerns! naalala q c mama. Sa tuwing may saket aq una kong naiisip ang mama q. Na mimiss q ung tatabi xa saken pag matutulog, lalagyan nya aq ng basang towel sa ulo na ipang hihilamos din sa ktawan q, at tatanungin aq kung ano ang nararamdaman ko. Npakahirap ng wlang nanay sila ung unang tao n pwede kang maging emosyonal sa harapan nya. Sila ung makakaunawa sa nararamdaman mo. Minsan nga pag nakikita q ang kaklase q at napaguusapan namen ang mga magulang nmen lage q nababangget n npakaswerte nila kasi may nany pa cla kahit ano pa ang sitwasyon nila sa buhay nanjan pa rin ung taong nagluwal sayo sa mundo. Maraming slamat MAMA! mahal n mahal kita. Kung anu man ang mabuting nangyari saken yan ay dahil sau, at ung pinili q landas na di mo ikakatuwa patwarin mo q at wla kang kasalanan dahil pinili q to. pero alam q kung nabubuhay k p sna hindi aq ganto maxado aq nahirapan ng mwala ka maxado kc aq naging mamas boy.... I will never forget u and i will love u forever. <3 br="">

EVERYDAY IT MAKES ME LOVE YOU MORE

This video I want to dedicate for you...
I always think of this. I really want to end it.
Want to say goodbye but when I think of you,
It makes me love you more. Everyday feels like a bomb will explode.
Please stay with me forever.
I know it would not happen. :(

In time

I don't have courage to say this, I am really afraid but I'm still keeping this until I my hands can't hold it. Sorry for not telling this fucking mess... I don't know till when I can and I hope even I send you something clues hope that you'll understand what my heart want to tell you.

"Habang tumatagal mas lalo pa kitang minamahal lalo na't pinipilit q kalimutan ka."
Hanggat meron di ito mawawala I think I should end this...

Depressing~!

Npaka Depressing ng araw na toh. bwisit n mga taong 2. I don't want waste my time and efforts for futile 

people. You got sick instead of helping you they gonna put you down. dafuq! I just realized even your friends

and family can't help you, nothing but yourself. After all, i really can't imagine those people who received 

something that they needs without asking for help. They are so lucky. Am I too evil, I don't think so.

In time u need them, nothing come. In time they need you just a glance you are there. Hays. So disappointed 

for those people I spent too much of my time. I gave them part of my life and they took it for granted. 

"Maybe one day you'll tell yourself that man (me) is true..."

It's too early. may pasok p tom.

Mahal q p din pala ung taong un... nakakainis lng kc d q makita sa knya un... anu feeling q sakin umiikot ang mundo... Hays kakalungkot kc ang hirap kahit anu gawin q lalo lng tumitindi! Dufuq!

Ahem!

Sa wakas mukhang na overcome q na xa... hihi!
Pero meron p rin something basta prang gus2 q p din xa kahit ndi na.
Siguro dahil mrami lng tlga aq memories ksma xa...
Pero naiinis p din aq... tma nga sabi nila.
"you give it all but still that person never appreciate."
Wlang pagsisisi I did my very best at di q kawalan d mo rin siguro... Pero I know You 're gonna miss me when i'm gone.

Hope that Someday We'll Find a Happiness (Continuation)

Hays... "May mga taong madaling makalimot minsan natatandaan pa nila yung dahilan ng siraan kesa ung tagal ng pinagsamahan."

Naguguluhan aq >.< I tried many times to say what I really feel. I sometimes texted you that "I have something to say..." but everytime we meet and the situation is there I don't know what I am going to say. My God! circumstances makes me crazy. Within you i don't know if you knew it and I really don't know if you feel the same way too. I know that there is someone special in your heart. I don't care who that person is. I can't forget our memories we shared, our laughter, our tears, and everything that makes me think of you. I don't know where you are now but I think you find it. 

"Hope that someday it's the time I found a happiness..."

So Complicated

I miss u so much!!! Maybe u don't appreciate what i had done for you...
I don't know if it is nothing for you or you just ignoring me.
It really hurts me but I want you to know that "If that is you want and I am nothing to u then I have no choice but to set you free and to forget you also... " You really don't know how to appreciate people around you. You are "USER"

ThesickS

Wla pa rin matinong topic... maraming pinagpipilian may mga articles n printed and I spent 200 for that... I don't know what to say to my thesis partner but bullshit!. He's my bestfren as of now but when I am thinkin of my thesis it really makes me crazy. haist... Its all crap and a mess!

Privacy e2 n un...

Ang mkbasa ay mamamatay!

This is me...

I am really proud of myself. What I am now is what I chose to be... :)

Moving Forward

Hope that we will not cross our way so that I can forget the memories that we build up. :P

E2 na cguro ang magiging diary q total wla nmn nkakaalam ng site na 2... :) A very nice and wonderful morning everyone! I'm happy that I able to find a place where I can express all my feelings. I don't know what to say right now. Haist! Maybe there is something in my mind that I want to get rid. I just want to say: "Maybe we don't understand that there are people you may know and may know you also but you really doesn't know what it means to be with... Ignoring that person and thinking the way that there's nothing going on between you is very frustrating. I don't know what to say but it should be the way as it is. You don't know if you are taking the right path but what you wanna do is to accept the truth and the fact that it is impossible to happen. I really know what your eyes wanna tell me, really know your voice, your attitude but most of things I want know about u is if you feel d same way too or maybe we should let this pass. Of course, it can't be I knew it and I don't want too but If there's a sign I will go through it..."