EVERYDAY IT MAKES ME LOVE YOU MORE

This video I want to dedicate for you...
I always think of this. I really want to end it.
Want to say goodbye but when I think of you,
It makes me love you more. Everyday feels like a bomb will explode.
Please stay with me forever.
I know it would not happen. :(

In time

I don't have courage to say this, I am really afraid but I'm still keeping this until I my hands can't hold it. Sorry for not telling this fucking mess... I don't know till when I can and I hope even I send you something clues hope that you'll understand what my heart want to tell you.

"Habang tumatagal mas lalo pa kitang minamahal lalo na't pinipilit q kalimutan ka."
Hanggat meron di ito mawawala I think I should end this...

Depressing~!

Npaka Depressing ng araw na toh. bwisit n mga taong 2. I don't want waste my time and efforts for futile 

people. You got sick instead of helping you they gonna put you down. dafuq! I just realized even your friends

and family can't help you, nothing but yourself. After all, i really can't imagine those people who received 

something that they needs without asking for help. They are so lucky. Am I too evil, I don't think so.

In time u need them, nothing come. In time they need you just a glance you are there. Hays. So disappointed 

for those people I spent too much of my time. I gave them part of my life and they took it for granted. 

"Maybe one day you'll tell yourself that man (me) is true..."

It's too early. may pasok p tom.

Mahal q p din pala ung taong un... nakakainis lng kc d q makita sa knya un... anu feeling q sakin umiikot ang mundo... Hays kakalungkot kc ang hirap kahit anu gawin q lalo lng tumitindi! Dufuq!

Ahem!

Sa wakas mukhang na overcome q na xa... hihi!
Pero meron p rin something basta prang gus2 q p din xa kahit ndi na.
Siguro dahil mrami lng tlga aq memories ksma xa...
Pero naiinis p din aq... tma nga sabi nila.
"you give it all but still that person never appreciate."
Wlang pagsisisi I did my very best at di q kawalan d mo rin siguro... Pero I know You 're gonna miss me when i'm gone.