We Don't Know... Really Don't Know!!!

Hi! here it is again. This thing might so boring or nothing or something else but I just want to say it a little too short and clear. We have time and our time maybe won't last. What I want to say is about my end what?, how? and when it'll happen? maybe there's sort of questions coming out in your mind or maybe what I am saying is bullshit. I am Alexander A. Dalida I was graduated in DLSU-D and took B.S. Applied Mathematics. Now, I am working and living a life that so simple yet I love it. Yes, I'm Alex just remember my name. Nah! I know you don't. Haha. Now this is the real thing! I know... I know someday you feel that there's not much time left and you feel it, you just know it. I am not saying this because I am sick,paranoid, or going to die. I just wanna be prepared and happy before I left. I want to plan everything and appreciate every person that came in to my life. That's all. I don't want to set an example or to put some touching story but this is the real story that I want it badly. Know what??? If my life... My life will end... You know what I mean... I want my friends and family to be there gathering but of course I am there too breathing and stay alive! :) I Just want to know! want to know when it'll come if possible but we're not in a drama show, it would never happen. I know... but I know that someday, someday I could feel it and maybe God will gave at least 1 day, 8 hours, 1 hour, or even a minute to hear what everybody say. In life, people's change and they are consistently changing. I don't want to give them an advise or give them a words of wisdom that they will never forget because in time little by little they might not notice that they forget every word that I say. I want them to gather and provide a funeral eulogy for me in advance so I could feel every single word they say and what they feel about me. Just a simple as that because we all know that when you're dead you can't feel, hear, and specially you can't fight back when somebody give a finger on your death. Simple as that just know and feel what your friends or family say to you. Very very simple and immature. I am crazy right? I just want to laugh with them and hear their stories for me so I could be happily sleep forever. No matter what they say... No matter what it is... If it's possible...